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 Sincerely Paul- Grieve
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Open 1.45
Nineteen Years 4.25
time has stood still for nineteen years so much
devastation and frozen tears anxiety and fear clung to my
back preaching a lie to me truth’s what i lacked closely you
stood by you saw the tears i cried silently you watched me
waiting for the embracing oh it was so long when told a lie
what’s one to do except live it out and search for the truth
a demon laughs a war has started truth my ultimate goal a
destiny promised closely you stood by you saw the tears i
cried silently you watched me waiting for the embracing oh
it was so long nineteen years black is white a wind of
change memories are buried and only scars remain the church
bell rings the sanctuary my passion no longer a test pilot
for mass depression closely you stood by you saw the tears i
cried silently you watched me waiting for the embracing oh
it was so long nineteen years
Bare My Soul 5.20
take me on a tour of my pain i know it’s not the
easiest thing but i’m willing to go will you take me there
i’ll bare my soul i trust you care will you take me on a
tour of my pain please stop and let me in your car you
resemble that of a father and i’m feeling the need so let me
share i’ll bare my soul i trust you care will you take me on
a tour of my pain lead me to the waters that sit so still to
fill the quench in my soul and i’m feeling the need so let
me share i’ll bare my soul i trust you care will you take me
on a tour of my pain i’m gonna bare my soul to you
Drug 6.21
when you think about it love is all you really wanted
anyway and when you dream about it tears seem to slide out
so easily the truth about it you milk sin for all it’s worth
yesterday and today stand upon this addictions cease when
you stop to look at your yesterdays explore your yesterdays
it’s what i wanted all my life i didn’t know what it was
like perfect love drives out all fear my slate is now
completely erased even the dust inside my face spirit move
and bring me near love is the drug you really want you
really need it the truth about it a love hunger is what you
crave deep down inside hear your heart cry think about this
compulsiveness will take you for a ride don’t put aside your
hurts inside it’s what you’ve wanted all your life you never
knew what it was like perfect love stands oh so near
conversation is the shirt you must wear throughout the year
spirit move and bring me near love is the drug you really
want you really need it
House of Fire 6.20
there’s a fire in my house tonight the pain from my
past has caused it to ignite nails dug so deep into my flesh
grey scattered clouds linger around and all over my head my
bitterness has spread like cancer the rage within inferno
fire a morbid disease to halt my common train of thought to
suffocate my intellect i sense skull and cross bones
circulate through my spirit house of fire a burning desire
this house of fire there is resentment in my heart tonight
catastrophic pain pleading to fight this fury on the loose
tension climbs another notch it climbs higher and higher my
toxic charm it ceases to be stopped house of fire lord cure
this desire this house of fire a burning desire this house
of fire i know about the fire in my house tonight can’t
ignore the truth i must face this ugly sight of
unforgiveness and people i’d like to blame but only through
your blood lord i shout jesus won’t you douse this flame
Shame Last Sunday 4.18
there i was just sitting there and i couldn’t believe
what i just heard a man of god with a book in hand
“disown your humanity” that was his plan preacher, teacher,
teacher don’t make me deny my problems inside your theology
their psychology am i the fool to seek out counsel? i got
feelings i got pain i got trials i got suffering i got
sorrows i got fear unfinished business from my early years
there i was just standing there scantron mentality filled
the air wounded souls with hands raised high the shame last
sunday just makes me want to cry preacher, teacher, teacher
don’t make me deny my problems inside your theology their
psychology am i the fool to seek out counsel? i got feelings
i got pain i got trials i got suffering i got sorrows i got
fear unfinished business from my early years
Those That Kill 5.18
well i’m taking a walk along the side streets in my mind
to understand what really happened that dreaded night was it
the guy next door, my earthly father or just someone i
trusted? who put the poison in my drink a violation of my
humanity now look at my shattered soul look at my shattered
soul well i’m taking a stroll along the side roads in my
soul the spirit leads hand in hand to make me whole i really
don’t want to look at the pain i’ll shut the door and just
walk away they say it’s easier to live with a scar than a
wound ‘cause open wounds sing a song of sad denial those
that kill this is real you deserve much better those that
kill little ones self-esteem - destruction unlock the door
release the flood of memories kiss them good-bye say hello
to the promised land is this really freedom i’ve been
looking for hey look at what i’ve found ...“myself” who put
the poison in my drink a violation of my humanity now look
at my shattered soul look at my shattered soul it’s hard to
heal a wound when the bullet’s still lodged inside the
trigger was pulled emotionally it’s a crime i really don’t
want to look at the pain i’ll shut the door and just walk
away they say it’s easier to live with a scar than a wound
‘cause open wounds sing a song of sad denial those that kill
this is real you deserve much better those that kill little
one’s self-esteem - destruction
Grieve 5.05
i need to cry i need to grieve about the things i
never had i need to touch i need to feel as bad as i really
do
don’t deny your catastrophes inside give them to me don’t
pretend you’re feeling all right be real with me just like a
paper doll i’ve been neatly taken apart bit by bit piece by
piece there’s no beat from this heart don’t deny your
bloodshed inside give it to me don’t pretend you’re feeling
all right be real with me you are my love you told me grieve
just grieve won’t you grieve my love midnight i recite
painful poetry your love it cuts through my worst
brutalities the greatest gift to be loved for who you are i
want you don’t pretend to be something who you’re not i want
you i just want you you are my love grieve just grieve won’t
you grieve my love
Wait 6.19
baby i know how pale the moon is tonight and darling
beauty is your gift a god given birthright don’t use it
against me angel your satin sheets may be calling out to me
we’ll pass this message to where your sheets may lie i’d
like to save myself for that sacred night just want to tell
you please i’m into sleeping peaceful nights don’t want to
call guilt a friend of mine just want to keep these desires
behind the line ‘cause baby one day soon it will be our time
call it accountability oh i want to wait with a handshake
for morality i want to wait such a tough thing for me to do
especially when society sings a different song but we’ll be
better off if we can just hold on i’d like to save myself
for that sacred night just want to tell you please i’m into
sleeping peaceful nights don’t want to call guilt a friend
of mine just want to keep these desires behind the line
‘cause baby one day soon it will be our time
Helpless 2.20
Turnaway 7.01
when isolation haunts my spirit through and through all i
want all i have doesn’t seem to matter anymore when
loneliness comes and knocks at my back door all the things
that i have whisper silence it’s you i have to have so don’t
turn away please don’t turn away from me if you turn and
walk away from me it’s your face i really want to see
Close 1.29
All lyrics ©2007 slidemusicgroup (SMG)
No use or reproduction of any kind allowed without written
permission from author
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